A beautiful17. what's up beautiful how you doing A I really hope your good girl i SPENT 8 Years on the OUTSIDE only viewing i ALWAYS wanted to BE your new MAN i COULDN'T think of A better PLAN now its like you dont even see who i am ME N YOU i KNEW would TREAT each other RIGHT, 9 years and WE never had ONE FIGHT i felt so LUCKY all the nights i got to HOLD you TIGHT now i'm SITTING here WITHOUT YOU THINKING about our first night. an i'm WISHING we could have LOVED EACH OTHER WITH all of our MITE but I just COULDN'T LOVE you the way I KNOW I CAN. BECAUSE of how YOU been HURT by every other MAN. everything felt so right from the moment you and i began but nothing went according to our plan and i want you to know it all changed when you chose not to help me that shit really hurt my heart and even THO you CAN'T see it you were wrong for your part JEN A NONE of the Guys you've ever been with deserved your HAND and this DRUG life, I KNOW your BETTER than and even though I'll never be your man i'll always think next to her man no one comes close to a where she stand hey if life ever gets you down and you dont believe you can please believe me when i say i'll be there for you as a friend because WITH you is how i wanted my life to end A Baby A I WOULD have given you anything you gave me the support of a one night fling now i really HOPE you SEE even tho i had to leave THIS will ALWAYS stay TRUE i LOVE you boo i just wish you felt the SAME for me TOO but i know i would have felt it if you cared for me the way i do for you its all good tho im cool listen I understand you've felt alot of pain in your life i tried to treat you real nice you know you would've NEVER felt my HAND unless it was yo BODY being SCANNED cuz i always wanted to be your MAN you would have ALWAYS been able to TRUST what i say and every night BESIDE you is WHERE i WANTED to lay i just wish i could have stayed so we could've got DIVORCED together babe a baby at least thats what I was going to say. but you just went out of your way to throw what we could of had all away now any thoughts of you i just sway A i never should have ask you to sacrifice any of your time to help me thru that struggle of mine hell i was dumb enough to try it twice i just wanted you to help my spirits rise now im asking why wasnt i good enough in your eyes andive always try to be an HONEST MAN now i HOPE you UNDERSTAND a little bit of effort is all we needed and for you i wasn't Worth it but i always told you i would never let us being together cause our friendship to split and i wasn't playing but knowing thats all i was worth to you has my mind swaying and the THOUGHT of US not being TOGETHER i just CAN'T understand let me EXPAND even THOUGH you couldn't see what i was trying to say we were never far from perfect until the day i needed you but hey the way you turned away had a hell og an effect