killa Nick representin from the dusk 419 I'm a represent where I'm from Ohio born and bound from the dusk grew up on the run down side of town apartment buildings Windows boarded up condemned labeled as a ghetto gun shots in the air gunshots everywhere in the darkness felt so afraid I was only nine felt like I was going to die catch a bullet from that nine didn't know what I was thinking just thought that I had in my head all alone over the years of being incarcerated no letters no phone calls no one to give a damn you don't understand what that do to a man my mind is so crazy messed up mentally and emotionally lost things I didn't need to lose lost my kids to the fucking State damn near felt like I should have took my own life never thought I was going to make it on my second penitentiary number I went down there on some f****** straight trash hoping one day them lifers would murder me take my life not giving a damn but they knew and understood man now I'm only 32 years old got a couple more years in my baby's will come looking for me got to survive with my life better as nine but it's all good I love you baby boys and I miss your one day you'll be here and I'll be hugging and kissing you Daddy did wrong that he knew that I love