oh boy!!! I'm so tiers of this shit. each an everyday every time.i open my eyes the same shit, the same drama.no matter what I do, I just can't get away. I feel like I'm going crazy in this little world of mine.dont know how to escape. Can't just slid on though. it's rough ride. day after day a content struggle. the shit goes though my head, the shit that's on my mind. no one really understand the shit I go though.the things I gotta do an things I don't want to do.what the fuck you say. I don't know what to do.sometimes I wish I was dead, out this world, no where near. but it can't be that cause I got four mouths to feed. they are my seed.so what else can I do. when you jammed up by man.looking over my shoulder. unsure of which way go or who I can turn to. I hope to God I find my way soon. I'm ready to go on Speer. lay everybody down, who even gets in my way. I think I'm going sico but really don't care all they can do is lock me away ,but plz quiet playing with me away.im not trying flip.i want my safety. just as much as yours. but I don't fear for my self as much as I do your an everyone else. cause I'm beast that hasn't been tamed. an I want play no games. best believe what I say ,is what I mean. if you don't believe me, just come an see me.