Yo im looking through the past I remember going through the blast it lasted a long time im not saying its all fine its hard its like you’ve been scared idc im guna continue with my life Things turned for the worst its like ive burst please lay me down and put me in that hurst help me put my mind at rest its like im doing a couple of test Yo im thinking about my past life, it all started when I was a little boy, I remember I used to play with all of my good toys back then I remember I wasn’t a good boy yeah, Things have changed massively but I don’t wanna live in hatter sly or batter’s sea Im 17 years old and I still get told wait let me put this on hold I remember in high school I had my first kiss It was cool but then I got ditched for someone else, what a bliss. Im 17 years old and I still get told wait let me put this on hold Controlled People thinking their so Bold Things that have been untold Im always being scold Always trying to withhold Im tired of being on the road I feel like im carrying a heavy load Im trying to stay composed Writing this makes me feel exposed My life has been hard these Emotions ripping me apart I wanna tell people how I feel but I car’nt Writing these lyrics allows to me to figure it all out I take meds to get my head straight if I don’t I go 0-100 in one take