sick of being me sick of all the laughter sick of everybody in the room calling my life nothing but disaster little do you know ive put in the time and the effort no need for cheat codes hell of a beast though this is the reload after 2 times of loading them up and letting them go holler if you hear me ill be out on the road bottle in my hand smoke hittin the ceiling losing all control once again the drugs kicking in got most of the family behind me veterans gonna be in the lobby cuz it's my turn im the one in the booth spittin the truth how u gonna do it better than me when im already doing it better than you i didnt get validation from the folks around the nation but i know everythings gonna be alright i just let the haters say whatever they like and i continue to make history by talking about my life obviously i dont need to bother with a mother fucker lying on me i dont even give a shit about 'em i already let it go but it seems like you didnt cuz u up on the facebook making a post time to get off the internet maybe you could get that life that you've always wanted but never known thats what i did look at me now making my own vids making my own sounds please do not crowd around me ill knock you out like ronda rhousy regardless to what its even about wicked amounts rolling in my bank account so to anyone that ever doubted me here's to you and you and cheers to you too all drinks are on me i feel like I've been created in a beta app yet my mind is occupied by a relationship that only real eye's realize 9 times out of 10 this is where the truth begins you lose to win woot woot to them i used to be a hooligan but now im doing big shit counting the days until im backed up into a corner losin it again ive been alienated since the day i began