I think about more things that I do,and talk about the stuff that I screw,guess I'm hanging with my crew,they help me out once things turn blue,more than I pursue,there's no other clue,that no one knew,something I can't envision,cause I can't choose a decision,that can possibly have collision,cant find the way out the division,cause I'm stuck in this position,I know now that there's fake friends,leading to unexpected ends,just know realize they are your enemies,another thing with secret identities, Don't end your life,with a knife,cause you have something to live for,all you have to do is open the door,(X2) Hardtimes,trying to explain in these ryhmes,I see people cause crimes,and end up hearing sirens loud like chimes,my prediction,is I probably have an addiction,I no w think of my choices,while I'm listening to my mind that has voices,too many nois es tired of being pushed around,till I fall to the ground,till my heart doesn't pound, so bad I can't here any sound,some people play,and I don't know what to say,but hey,I try keeping up my day,so hard to keep a smile,for quite a while,feeling like a freakin dirt pile,some people I hate that I can't keep on file,if I do I'd probably got to trial,I try so hard not to cause any trouble,and when I don't try I'm always seen on the double, Don't end your life,with a knife,cause you have something to live for,all you have to do is open the door,(X2) Life is into bits,because of these people and criticts, surprised I can take so many hits, when i hit my beat i think im skrillex hate getting rejected,so unexpected,I'm always disrespected,never respect ed,people don't like you cause they way you look,they don't know about you like judging a cover a book,you thinking life is unfair,now it's a despair,and you no longer care,to share,I guess you can't see a persons side,unless they commit suicide,then realize they've been through a ride,trying to survive,going through when they strive,but end up getting shot down and need a revive,and that show that you want them alive,one day you feel like you aren't wanted,yet your taunted, and always haunted,you start to have pain,inside of your brain,and think your going to go insane,slipping off the chain,cause of the rain,it sucks being lame, then feel like your stuck like a picture and frame,as soon as you came,you felt ashamed,needing some help with someone to work together,and thought y'all would be with each other,forever,but they end up pulling the lever,then they leave and you start to cry,thinking you want to die,every time you always try, it'll now be too late to say goodbye, Don't end your life,with a knife,cause you have something to live for,all you have to do is open the door,(X2) My feelings rearranges,disengages,and it show that I'm going through changes, your thinking don't lose your chance,keep your stance,and stand tall,till the day you fall,everything that you were believing,now starts deceiving,then don't feel like achieving,losing your pride,when you decide,getting tired, of never being admired,stuck like you wired,your in depression,stuck In a session that you know have to start confession,to see if you learned your lesson,going in a zone,all alone,sickness making you groan,but your eyes dilate cause you have no phone,don't know where you are your lost,well I guess that's the cost, something people talking about you can effect your history,and also end up a big mystery,there are just some things you can't distinguish,or can't even extinguish, but some day you banish,it till it could actually vanish,