livin in a mad house sinking like i can drown still don't ask for hand outs... struggle is my play ground life can make ah savage we all come with baggage heavy so i drag it chemical reaction deppresion got me strapped in disabled all my distractions (sing rasp voice) no way i could of kept you i try hard to forget you needa pry bar for my guard can't take it down i wont let chu we all wanna feel special yet some never get to lemme tell you my issues i wake up feeling awful always in ah off mood been in my dark room no one else i talk to some girls make love ah weapon death by lethal ejection can't come asking you questions met with anger deflection