I wish I woulda let you move to Cali when you asked me to. You'd still love me like you used to and we wouldn't be where we're at. I know I said things you can't possibly forget. But I do hope someday you can find it in your heart to forgive. There's one thing in particular that I FOREVER will regret. You were in our bathtub, but you were not getting wet. Except your eyes were leaking pretty badly... All of this was my fault sadly. The pain in your cry made me wanna die. That's an image that will haunt me for the rest of my life. You we're right I was the abusive dad. Please know I've changed a bit and that's a fact. But I'm not perfect, so it's something I'm still working on. I know my sorrys don't write my wrongs. I don't expect you to understand cuz I put it in a song . I'm sorry I let my demons get you, they're kind of strong. I'm sorry for all the times I did you wrong. I can't imagine all the ways I made you feel. Fuckin Aye.. What's my deal? But you won't tell me what it is that I did. And if I don't know, how can I ever fix it? All you can do is tell me that I'm a racist ¿?¿ I don't know how you can even begin to say this? Have you checked your skin tone lately? This is not the reason why you're hating me! Good try though.... But I remember the times when you love being my child. I'd be out in the yard workin late. You'd come bring me a warm plate. You'd tell me "Mom come eat, I made you something warm" "You're going to work your fingers to the bones." Now I'm broken and it feels like you hate me. All we do is argue and I yell a lot lately. Its cuz I cant live with the fact that you hate me. And I cant always show you how sad that you make me. But that dont mean I should let it out in anger. And I'm sorry that we feel like such strangers I love you kid I hope someday you can come back to me. maybe love me like you used to. Thats it