Feeling free allows you to see the light from the dark place you were in. Things only get better. make it count. Slowly lower, climbing back up. Quickly climbing but falling back down. Shows life is always in the middle. Mayhem and greef stops you from climbing and makes u fall. If you have Happiness and freedom you can climb back up from being in that slowly lowering mindset. Best believe Shit lowers your capibillity, but never lowers your intelligence. You're here for a reason, understand you might be in hell now but will find the person to take you that further bit up the ladder. Life leading you, it's like we're playing snakes and ladders. that's hinting you should feel unlocked, you get the freedom, you're no longer locked, you cant get any better or worse than this pale life. There's great things in this life, just look out for them. If you're Looking and noticing things, you become exquisite. You notice the great things it's hard not to get greedy. Greed, feed and direct your mind to a happy place. For filling all your dreams and you're in the happiest place. make life your very own pot of gold. treasure it, grab it, claim it, have it. life is a 1 time thing, we have no time to go back to the past. focus on the future, you have control of that. harvest your time into valuable things, follow your passion, obtain nice things, like i said life is a 1 time thing. depends on yiur level of greed will take you down 1 of 2 paths. take a trip in my shoes. here we go my dad was someone here for me untill i lost him to alcohole abuse. i was only 11 when i didnt hear from him. authorities looked out for him and tried to contact him. been known under socail care sinse 14. begged and pleadded to look out for him. he was an abuser. growing up undertanding the danger but still loved him unconditionally. im 17 still this day wondering where he is. "maybe i can go see him at his old appartment and hopefully see him still right there. this comes from the heart, always hurt me. "he dont live there anymore" praying to the lord he turns up at some point in my life. gonna be angry and upset, ask if he still there for me or wants to just fuck off. either way i wanna know the truth. truthfully it may hurt but at least then i'll know answers. i was young, didnt knwo whst was going on. enjoying life with my family thinking we would be together for my teen years. at 15 i get dragged with strangers.