Wasted wasted fall asleep every day faded hit the bar plastered not gonna remember what happens after lots and lots of laughter the night going by faster I cant keep up I cant stop it it goes faster I go slower I grow older maybe one day I'll realize I was looking through faded eyes watching her party next to another guy now I ask my self why I let her slip why I let her leave now I'm rolling up my sleeve to down another shot hop in my car I plan to go far drive and drive till my feelings fade so they don't turn to rage I've been like this since the fourth grade seemed like nobody knew my name nobody talked to me nobody walked with me now everyone tries to stop me from doing something they say I'll regret so I tell them to forget it cuz I already forgot what they said cuz my mind so cloudy on these drugs they saying that I've had enough so I roll up my sleeves get ready to leave burn up some more leaves cuz all these people are thieves they stole my happiness then try to act like my friend like treating me right tonight we'll make it all better amen but with these drugs pain is the only thing I can't forget seeing bits of my past it is kicking my ass life is going by to fast and I just can't grasp what people call reality I call it pure insanity I go through life and it seems like everyone is mad at me Like every one is carrying a knife trying to end my life and I can't decide if I want to let them or if I want to run because I'm so fucking done with this messed up world got my mind left in swirls.