living is a good idea wishing for something to give more like starting at a beginning hard thing is finishing finding a ending lord help me forgotten pretending started at the bottom looking threw a screen digitally modern assembling contemplating manifesting a pattern a testimony praying asking begging keeping faith a sponge to life lessons accepting experiencing battling wrestling clinching my fingers into a ball of energy cleverly paying attention squinting hyperventilating physically ascending scientifically transcending subliminally blending they created a monster called a human being DNA genetically concealed purity taught darkness negativity suppressing a light that has the potential to shine so bright eventually aggressive extensively challenging what we been taught institutionalized intentionally evidence the definition of earth the population imprisonment social anxiety trying to earn a reputation defending contending astabblishing a image face to face grabbing your throat intimidating your personality invading your space brutality devastating injuries rip absorbing your soul into me I believe I'm cursed I'm a demon the enemy my imagination my legacy jealous empathy envious tendency wearing tearing effective metal abuse staring at me infecting me as a entity never give up building and expressing everything a lesson just pay attention listening gaining knowledge wisdom clarity self-harm is looked downapon it's a rarity so it rarely occurs your information is scaring me neglect can develop impurities colossal objectives oppression to a race of people a community of evil if you don't resemble me your forced to a destination that's been plan and layed out intcing your urges insecurities implementation of a color this isn't about human beings we should always demonstrate love and have meaningful conversations igniting your curiosity motivate blossoming congratulations keeping your reputation a priority achieving relax you made it threw the hard part now judge me be the jury you have the ability to decide devote your presence apprehending the demon who feeds of fear pain violence suffering sarrow darkness mastering interagateing you phycologist we need a little bit more than you know would you be here if you didn't get a pay check no way your empty physical inferior put the gun away its not loaded remember actually thought you were scaring me straight jacket over here stat help security hes poisoning there fragil minds