i cant take this everything is changing so now im rearranging my friends it's bad because I thought they'd be here till the end I did not intend for this fight to start tonight it left me blind now I feel like I'm falling behind cuz everybody want to hang but I'm trying to do my own thing I'm trying to grind so I don't lose my mind this is my therapy because of my mental issues I need clarity because I've lost my popularity it's not fair to me all my friends left me so carelessly I'm not looking for no charity