so you wanna go n play, anytime of the day, an in any old any old way. doin what u do, just to get it your way, but na not on my clock and not today i think its safe enough to say that im so used of getting beaten and bruised and accused and cheated on by you so when i win it actually feels like i lose, but i never do cos i stay in tune at least enough to be able to choose to continue to cruise through for another wooden spoon just a bit like the blues ey nanny, by then the more i just used and continued to do n chose more fuckin viens to abuse through and through thanks to you n the shit you put me through and the drugs you helped lead me too and then when i was as fucked up as you u left me and with the dirty work to do, and had me locked up for a few but then u left little jakey too wtf did he ever do to you, i swear i hate you but hate that i do and what about you n the shit that u do, must mean u that you hate me too, so its mutually fuck you but i might even forgive you too, what u expecting me to do, like im gonna keep running for you just jumping through the hoops and heartaches you still put me through, and i dont even have to see you for u to be able to do, just abit of food for thought partially bourt the more i fort and less taught left so distraught but the balls in your court but your attentions always been bought by another contender and im just back on a bender, writing you letters that i never send ya, cos i still love ya and have to let go but even though i don't even know if do or dont but i know i wont ever fall into another emotional boat of false hope you will remember him as a baby but you he just wont and you earmt that on ur own. bye bye bitch im going home getting back in the zone .leave me and Jake the fuck alone.