Mask all my pain Hold back my tears I'm going insane Nobody knows All by myself Let the rain hit me I'm going insane Nobody knows I take another shot Tryna just forget all the negative Devil laughin' meanwhile god explaining the benefits Listen financial freedom Come and go as you please Arenas packed out Plus a bunch of hoes on their knees You got your mom a house Yeah I know it seems bitter sweet Because your parents separated You thought money so seams And now you think it's your fault You enabled the breakup But that's the power of money now you just funding the makeup With the same tool that brought it down Tell the waiter I don't want no ice I just want tequila I don't want it watered down Everything I bought for y'all I figured that I bought a crown I figured that you know that you can get it since I got it now I saw this goin' differently I be lookin' at the 7-year-old me like don't come visit me The public took the fun away You've been robbed of all of your innocence I'm talkin' to myself I hope I'm listening Mask all my pain Hold back my tears I'm going insane Nobody knows All by myself Let the rain hit me I'm going insane Nobody knows Juggling the inside and outside heavy I might call a ex chick and drink some Henny Starting off my day with some shit already Answering the phone like I'm pissed already Media is lyin' gettin' used to it Crucifying me I needa crucifix Guess I look the part so I might as well Heavens where you get when you fight through the hell People keep slandering but I can't respond Because if I do y'all call me crazy say my focus is wrong I'm feelin' fed up yeah This isn't natural no Keep it together let it fall apart in music I can't let them see the pain When I'm the one that gets them through it This some real life shit Sometimes I feel like shit Mask all my pain Hold back my tears I'm going insane Nobody knows All by myself Let the rain hit me I'm going insane Nobody knows