I know it's been a long time since we've1 seen eachother (better days) I really wish I could have seen eye to eye with your mother (better days) i didn't leave cause of hate I left cause I hated I couldn't trust her I still have love for her im praying for better days before you and your lil sis came into the picture I knew i had to work to earn your mothers trust I was just a loose cannon but still your mother had so much love pure and richer than I could have ever deserved I for sure got on her every last nerve anda still she opened her door and let me in, I had a place to call home and I ran away a@scared of hurting even worse than before I couldn't take it and I think it was just eating my heart down to my core I know it's been a long time since we've1 seen eachother I really wish I could have seen eye to eye with your mother i didn't leave cause of hate I left cause I couldn't love her still have a lot of work to do to prove there's no one but her (better days) more importantly my son, you my first my lil soldier I never stopped thinking about you and your lil lady clone a couple of beautiful beings being the best that ever happened to me trying to figure out what happened to me