Marissa Shea
Marissa Shea

this pain I've bred.

this pain I've bred.

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18 Jul 2021

I feel this wrath, am I a person , if so how can I be when im not whole, but half, This is bad, constantly loathing, I feel like a screen, that Is forever loading, or just frozen, being held down by, concrete slabs, I have so many, road blocks, everyone Knocks, your story till they live it what ive lived through, most don't have, the courage and, endurance to be able to, get past it, which is why I'm writing, and composing magic, so unloading this laundry, is how I'm coping, always going through, time lapses as the year passes, as my life collapses, because there's a huge, gap between good, and bad, the pain just over laps, and wraps in every crevis, depression and your, thoughts are the biggest, menis, tell me if you had the option, to heal your scars that are, opened would you, be able to heal and address it? or would you, hold onto the trechadness, that youve forever regretted, and deal with the, negative consequences, its so hard to let go, of all the trauma, the loss of my mama was the biggest loss, it is all over excessive, its all too surreal, just like it happened yesterday over and over again like a movie reel and everytime I see these reels what I see, I dread because, I myself, this pain, I've bred, so let let it go, and forget the, pain ever existed

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3 months ago

I feel it! 🤜🤛

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3 years ago

I feel this wrath, am I a person , if so how can I be when im not whole, but half, This is bad, constantly loathing, I feel like a screen, that Is forever loading, or just frozen, being held down by, concrete slabs, I have so many, road blocks, everyone Knocks, your story till they live it what ive lived through, most don't have, the courage and, endurance to be able to, get past it, which is why I'm writing, and composing magic, so unloading this laundry, is how I'm coping, always going through, time lapses as the year passes, as my life collapses, because there's a huge, gap between good, and bad, the pain just over laps, and wraps in every crevis, depression and your, thoughts are the biggest, menis, tell me if you had the option, to heal your scars that are, opened would you, be able to heal and address it? or would you, hold onto the trechadness, that youve forever regretted, and deal with the, negative consequences, its so hard to let go, of all the trauma, the loss of my mama was the biggest loss, it is all over excessive, its all too surreal, just like it happened yesterday over and over again like a movie reel and everytime I see these reels what I see, I dread because, I myself, this pain, I've bred, so let let it go, and forget the, pain ever existed

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