Yo listen I’ve found life hard wish i could go back to the start and start all over again but with out my special needs I wish I could change everything that I’ve done wrong sometimes you can’t and have to bite your tongue Things aren’t always wrong Things ain’t the same wish I could get on A plane and go somewhere idk where maybe Ukraine or Spain , I’m mad and it’s making me sad I feel like I’m not bright I’ve given my family the frights and it ain’t right I’ve had enough I’m not chuffed I feel like I’m battling pain on my own no one listens to me it’s like I’m a tiny pea no one cares no one takes no notice I go 0-100 in one take then it takes me a while to deflate cuz I’m already irate I’ve got enough on my plate if things get in it anymore I’m guna deflate I’ve found life irritating it feels like I’m always debating I’ve had enough of waiting I’m 17 years old and I’m still waiting wish I could end it now but idk how I feel like I want to die I don’t know why feeling all this makes me wanna cry I feel like I’m alone everyone uses tone people always on their phones idk what to do I don’t know who is who it’s like I’ve got some sort of flu. I wanna put my mind at rest I think it’s for the best I can’t be arsed doing any more tests Yeah it’s me on my own just me and my phone I wanna be left alone in a dark place so no one can find me all that’s fine by me Yeah….