Just because I let you go it doesn’t mean that I wanted too you always had me nervous I could never build up the courage i I was scared to say that I wanted you so I went too the toxic bitch telling me she wanted to slit her wrist too keep me from being with you, I call that a trap she baited me just like rat killed me inside too know you would never be mine no I’m not alright my mind is still going crazy too this very night I’m currently dying inside rn but I’m trinna let it out through this music shit trinna get a grip on my life get back on my shit tired of trinna stay high too ease my mind yeah I be crashing late at night I cant sleep I’m always in the fight or trinna hit a flight trinna cope with knowing you will never be mine IK I messed once or twice I can’t take it back wish I could would do a lot different make the right decision but I can’t go back so I’m dying inside so ima light up a blunt late at night get so high I can’t even write my ex was a devil in disguised fucked up my life she ruined my chance why would you lie just too fuck up my life I don’t understand why didn’t you leave me alone let me live my life I had love for another but you fucked it up saying you would take your life if I left I said that is not right trinna trap me In for your own personal better niss while I’m over here popping percusets to relive the stress bitch I be so stressed it feels like I’m in the press I am just a wreck I’m sorry I fucked up one too many times if I can just relive just one night that I had with you at multi cultural night yeah I knew I loved you when we locked eyes you where looking so fly you even offered me a ride yeah that was a really great night we also hung out at the haunted house late at night yuh that was crazy we laughed scream you even almost cried gave you some closer too help you make it through the haunted house one last time after it was done we said bye then you texted me that same night lit my heart up when you sent the blusheie face too my phone made me feel in credible but I still got some problems those memories are the only thing that keeps me a float but I gotta lotta pain in my heart I told you 100 times all I can do is think at night trinna smoke this loud pack too ease my mind but honestly with out it I be contemplating life