Yo listen Life’s hard I write how I feel in a book I love my family but it’s all crashing down like cranberries ive given my family a hard time it’s Life’s different now to what it would of been like cuz my family are bright sometimes I give them the frights I’m not saying it’s right I sit up at the table sometimes I’m not able to talk to them and I have to make a den I love you mum I love you dad I’m sorry I’ve made you mad these last few years without my pears have been tough I’ve had enough I thought my family put me down . If it wouldn’t for my mum and dad who I made them mad I wouldn’t have a cable that runs to my internet to power up my Xbox n that. I’m sorry for the bad thing I have done and the bad things I’ve said to ya don’t tell me to focus ik I havnt been the best for ya This one is for you dad I’m sorry if I’ve made you mad I’ve given you loads of crap and it’s not acceptable in fact it’s unacceptable sometimes I act like a bull cuz I go to 0-100 in one take then it takes me a while to deflate your the best sometimes I’m a mess thank you for all the things you bought for me that cheese cake and smoothie This one is for you mum I’ve put you to the limits I ain’t talking about speed limits thank you for working so i can sit down and eat my evening meal look im sorry I don’t tell people how I feel hopefully some day I will get better thank you for all of the things you have done for me I wanna live my life I wanna live my life I don’t wanna see you cry don’t wanna see you cry Look it’s like I’ve been scarred with I knife I don’t care I’m going to continue with my life This one is for my bro Look I know ur over the other side of the country I just wanna say I miss you please come home I miss you things ain’t the same wish I could get on that plane and see you it’s not the same on FaceTime thank you for everything you’ve done we never used to get on but those days are gone Yeah all my family are the best Everyone I’m sorry I’ve not given my best I’ve put some of youse to the test I need to be blessed idk how I woke up in this mess I wanna live my life I wanna live my life I don’t wanna see you cry I don’t wanna see you cry I just wanna live my life yeah….