my life aint what i want but i cant give up i wont i may not be where i wanna be but i will be one day doors still locked and i dont have a key so I'll just sit and pray just sit and pray yo i aint where i wanna be in life i remember where it started the girl i was gonna make my wife left left my heart uncharted i was depressed going to school got kicked out the house couldnt go back no more school im looked at like a fool not many jobs for a drop out but i aint gonna sit here and pout i work hard to get where i need to be ill show them they'll see ima prove them all wrong im gonna make no matter how long so im starting from the bottom work hard and work through my problems cause my life aint what i want yeah my life aint what i what but i cant give up i wont i may not be where i wanna be but i will be one day doors still locked and i dont have a key so ill just sit and pray just sit and pray started working at eighteen dont get what i want oh well i aint gonna cause a scene broke paying insurance car and cell bosses wanna work me like a machine but i aint gonna complain cause i need that money work hard through the sun and rain all this pain for paper aint it funny but still i keep going cause the world around me aint slowing i gotta be successful for me getting there is stressful dont get much sleep fall asleep late at night wake up early in the morning but my duties i keep performing yeah my life aint what i what but i cant give up i wont i may not be where i wanna be but i will be one day doors still locked and i dont have a key so ill just sit and pray just sit and pray