walking in the dark not sure who we are is there still a spark have I left a mark I've had too I've had too I have issues with being alone Where do I start deep in my heart right past the bone My body's falling apart inside my brain going insane Constantly causing me harm anger and pain inside veins I barely know where we are what will I say when I look in your eyes cant tell you that everything will be alright only that I will continue to fight and probably damage you every night I'm not the same AS THE ONE that's inside might want to find a way out and go hide don't want to stay here while I make you cry I'd understand if you wanted to die you always talk about us getting married all I can see is that I'm dead and buried locked in a box in a cemetery I am a burden that shouldn't be carried me but I'm barely try to be wary I'm just a beast and I'm big and I'm scary it honestly scares me please I cannot lose you please god not her too I wrote this song for you to show you I was sorry it's not because of you I do the things I do been hurt so many times I'm afraid it's repatory Past girls were preditory was stuck in purgatory I wish every day that I didn't have issues my life would be fine and I wouldn't need tissues but I have been blind and it always continues I need to contribute so you can be mine and so I can be with you I wished on a star that's the day that I met you I'm happier with you but I need to contribute