its the showman yea my life has been so hard theres alot of people think rethink of how bad im doing booing me oh you cant do diss or that kills me but I tried to do it alone but there was no way I tried being in realionships none of them worked out but stopped chasing and now I found one she's amazing she help me drop all the hate straight weight off my shoulder. she shows me what love feels like and now I'm me she helps me get shit off my belt with all smiles laughs we've been together altogether we been though hell but we fought and Fought through all the fucking shit and I've never been so happy that all this depression progression its all gone now all I want is her forever wherever whichever whenever I want to be with her 24/7 now I'm so in love and I feel it back I hope everyone gets love like I have it I been though shit with my fam yelling Cussing screaming crushing it was a fight and I did nothing right to them nothing was good enough so now I moved out now I'm thinking I'm doing great I have someone that has been there since the beginning we about it to hit our 10 Month and it feels great all I see is a future with her when those eyes glow my heart glows it feels amazing I love her so much I'm never leaving she's all I want seriously the rest of my life wife arise to the world this amazingly year 2021 has been good when it's about to end but all love to everyone stop all hate be you and achieve the believe I'm out ya peace