i dont want to live no more my life its never going to be as long as i keep duing this speed allways on go never qiut i plead for peace and tranqulity but it never seems to find it way back to me fuck this shit ima get high high as i can get taking all theas drugs i dont no wicth way towork for me allwayfuck tearing shit up my heart cant take no more so as i set and take some more just the ease the pain the sickness go but i do no one i love my family with all my heart but it never seems to inside me it takes over me and im fucking fool for some of the shit i do now im threw please somebody tell me what to do cause i dont no no more i want to take my life just say fuck it im done with life so sad but dont think nobody would even care that im gone so alone nobody to turn to feeling emepty ruinninv out of spaace never seems i see whats next my wife to upset that i want qiut doing thease drugs but she dont understand my pain my shame eating away at whats left of my heart but im let go cause im so tierd just wanna be peaacefull but thatd never happen with all thats happen between us ahould have noon she would see the real me and im sorry for all the bullshit that i did to put u threw any pain and for that im ashmed and my daughter who is my world if im living she going to no that she saved me from myself and all the torment i go threw everyday with thease drugs ohhhhhhh fuck it give me 3more time to go home in yhe fire is where ill raom lurking and looking hoping to find what ever next in death pleaseeeeee somebody help me cause i cant see what ive become a fucking degrace dont even look nobody in the face no more i dont no how much more i can take this pain and suffuring peaple ask me are u ok i say sure mabe one day but not today im going to take over this world make it a big as pill for me to take big as perc can u beleave that tell me i aint fucked up in the head i told u id ratjer be dead and to my wife and littel girl you two well always be my world no matter how tuff this world gets i no u can make it threw cause i did business0 shatter