I wish I woulda let you move the Cali when you asked me to. You'd still love me like you used to and we wouldn't be where we're at. I know I said things you can't possibly forget. But I do hope someday you can find it in your heart to forgive. There's one thing in particular that I FOREVER will regret. You were in our bathtub, but you were not getting wet. Except your eyes were leaking pretty badly... All of this was my fault sadly. The pain in your cry made me wanna die. That's an image that will haunt me for the rest of my life. You we're right I was the abusive dad. Please know I've changed a bit and that's a fact. But I'm not perfect, so it's something I'm still working on. I know my sorrys don't write my wrongs. I don't expect you to understand cuz I put it in a song . I'm sorry I let my demons get you, they're kind of strong. I'm sorry for all the times I did you wrong. I can't imagine all the ways I made you feel. Fuckin Aye.. What's my deal?