I used 2 kick it hard with enough folks to fill a yard but now I'd rather be 2 myself or just my bitch & me sitting sideways stay crossed faded in between weed & heem two smacks in my hand 1 blue 1 green fuk do u mean yes I'm really so fresh so clean fuck any one against my team no losing sleep I rather be awake then stuck in a dreams scheme Nowadays I'm somebody's father so with the dumb shit I cant be bothered I'm focused on providing for my son & two daughters taken on graveshifts on the weekends instead of yo chick & her freinds like I used too but I still smoke treez like I used too mind still strong still rolling up gass like I used too never making mice moves I'm spending my money to make my credit better i improve I gott lot to lose that's y every where u c me in busting a move running after the bag like a Hail Mary pass was threw or as if I'm on the basketball court and I just got a fast break 4th quarter and if I miss we lose got to stay concentrated so I could be sure to make it that's why nowadays I'm working on being slow 2 anger n quick 2 be koo and I'm always being cautious when I'm trying something new but I can't remain the same that's too plain for me without significant growth to me dats blocking my shine and Hope & dimming the light you see that's why I always hold through cuz even through the clouds I know the Sun going to break through truly my inspiration but I ain't perfect sometimes leaving my mind in hindsight leave me back to the things I used to do I guess you could take this as a warning to you no one's going to make you accept discipline unless that someone's you (rather be 2 myself no drama diz how I do it's how i came into this world how bout you) born a premy mind ready 2 bring light in this world thinking heavy movin quick keeping it lit closer to my dreams for sure I feel it real spit