bark bark the feeling is dark

yeah in my feelings this just sad left behind no tracks I'm here alone sitting waiting for u to call I know I'm not inociecent but u gonna leave be on read I want years not months I want fights not breakups I want real not fake I want u not them I got a lot to deal with school breakups u death feeling what's next then u get the haters tryna bring me down said I would,not make it look where I'm now on top of a rock not trying tik tok yeah tears all I know is fears my heart stopped beating because of all those years we were told its the truth but ended as a lie fried my heart I almost died and u just let slide I tried we cried I thought u were gonna be my bride not side chick u my chick or at least was we had summing great I know I gotta let it go og broken twice pls babe don't make thrice diced my heart the real question is wyd we even start broke my heart apart deported nothing sorted ( yeah I'm out )