fuck school didn't have any dedication education just wasted ma time to chase my ambition look at me now my options are long gone I'm alone closed case mission still loading but ain't acting as I'm trying to overthink my situation but no resolution solution for my situation the pain keeps on and peaking up as it accelerates my life is a complication no medication can even cure I'm like a leaving curse a side bag pers dat depends on someone else i can't even recognize myself as I'm the high mess a next soul for casket pressure erupt corrupt interrupt the brain I have my verse ain't from proverbs I opposites verb fuck diss universe keeping praising same thing like we all wearing Converse i better be convicted n murdered instead of living and becoming illustration of diss poverty why should I suffer for their sin punishing me will never be solid please help me lord as they still enforce complications without even doing it with good communication my focus based on redemption I redeem myself as a successful future next coming big goat my hopes ain't fading they still depending still pending for me to be accepted I'm a caption of a mind struggle struggling to find a solution my attention being grab by failure I'm not done yet but still connecting my life choices I don't want any regrets and be exposed for dum choices so please help me God