let me  put u on game shit about my life speeding in the fast lane never been the same i been through some shit some u  wont believe  physically abused treated cold n rude had no love even if i would still was no good i had no choice when i lost everything close closest thing i had was my dad livin outta motels no house to call home   myself was all i had left everyone  turned their backs they were gone i tried taking my life so i wouldnt feel the painful shit inside but now im on my  toes more than i imagined...... i got so many fucking haterz. making me famous hate all u want im not even tripping. suit urself draw some more fucking attention i know they want to see me fall hit rock bottom. i refuse 2 fall i got options and as for my boo u kno who u r u came in my life saved me from alot same situations i felt stuck in i was done dealing with each and every single 1 of them wasted 2 much time i should of gave  2 my son all the heartaches  i had before i no longer have anymore steady blaming everyone else other than myself wasted half my life on someone that was bad for my health now im venting expressing all my emotions i been feeling putting my feelings in a song so u. can listen and pay attention understand where im coming from my issues and recognize the difference..... nobody  gave no fucks  if  i was hurting or cold just doing  bad all alone no family i was on my own myself was the only person i had when god took. away my dad slowly destroying my self inside and out i just couldnt listen its was all in my head i  thought blaming the drugs instead losing my coo my patience was running thin ready 2 explode unsure where i was going or where i was headed i  was going  quick so fast that id be dead before anyone  heard my voice or seen my face again heading  for disaster i didnt kno why i assumed it was my karma for all the bad shit ive ever done but now i stay on my grind day and night just to get by hard times and situations of life i been broken so bad i barely knew myself or who i was in the mirror still no 1 cared to give a fuck or ask if i was alright its the  past now i done  moved on im good ima live my life the best i could so live it up to the muthafucking fullest have no regrets on shit u done cuz at that very moment its what u wanted ....