don't you ever consider thinking more or less of yourself than you actually are I refuse to lay down I refuse to let another person be the death of me I refuse to quit on life I've never been able to change the future or what has came but I know that if I pay attention and I focus on a little bit I mean a certain minute if I take the time and it clicks just right it's like an electric shock and I'm feeling like I might just have a little bit of f*** f*** what what is a little bit of testosterone that's what turn her f****** human male body on well the whole f****** Central system is affected by completion of complete reason for the mistaken misplaced a hurting anger f****** everything that really reorganizing redirect and redirect and reorganize this that that that's the fact that mother f***** beside that don't ever think that a human being is fully in control of anything this is a universe it's never stopping for anyone or any place this is a cruel world and the cruel thing is I'm right you know that I've never been wanting to know never give up without a fight I'm telling you it's not a f****** possible it's not a possibility don't you ever quit on me but the f****** engine completely reenactive redirected it's a blessing just get over the fact that for just a little bit we thought that she was a f****** King I thought you were an emperor and not me what if it comes to you having to lean on someone know that I'll never be there I give up on life like you give up on me I'm quitting that's why I'm never trying to replace or reconnect or react out every jacked out of line I'm trying to compromise not criticize the affection that I feel from the infection in my blood is something that's going to f****** end up f****** cutting off the f****** phone with the meaningful meaningless m*********** you know the redirecting of a recognizing what the f*** is true and what the f*** is false or what is you really mean when it comes down to what your daddy sees well that is never been around never been a one and never been to control inside I've never thought of anyone to overcome or replace I think I'm about to redirected regarded by visions that I've had when I've been f****** stuck in stuck in a f****** closet because my drunk ass song for was to drunk the f****** deal with all the b******* that it brings on in his life when he wants to put his hands on someone I'm the one right in front of him they're giving me just to him do I really deserve to be punished like this over and over again remains of what is and what could be the real that last days of my life so what the f*** is my fight for what the f*** was fighting for the plans that come along with so much more than what I'm really being given and opportunity