Shit gets hard yeah I'm used to it, had to look up to God to realize I am used to this. people I grew up with practicin substance abuses, temptations of the same fill my brain I ain't ever gon lose it 15, I've always kept my cool, freshman in highschool, like to drink achohol because it feels like me, but times 2. how you gon have expectations of me but see through, all of the people around you do not want you. they just want the money and it's obvious, I told you to tell those females that your done with them, but you never listen, back in forths and you always put up with it. shit gets hard yeah I'm used it.