tell me what's this works coming to, tell me what is that I'm gonna do, all this crazy shit running through, my mind, has me going crazy, I smoke a blunt or two, to ease my mind, and hoping stay high, enough to not feel the pain, but the pain don't go away, I pray and ask God for sunshine, through the rainy days, I write this rhyme, hoping you take a second pay attention, and let me explain, why am this way, my older brother was locked away, and momma was single parent, so I had no big brother and no dad, I had, to become My own man, wity out a clue, on what to do, so I looked to the streets, my big homies taught me how to get fucked up to, and pull a lick, I was blind to the truth, cuz I believed what they said, that they'd always have my back till the end, but they were fool of shit, cuz when I needed them most, they were ghost, and never to be seen or heard from again, so I was lonely, I couldn't trust a soul in this world, no home, and not even my girl, and as for family, we were the black sheep, cuz when there was gatherings, we weren't invited, and when they came around even after years, they never were excited, to see us, so it was always just my mom and us, that's me, and my 2 brothers, but we stay strong, and made it, through all trials and tribulations, and no matter what we were faced with, we kept our head up, and handled the scandalous shit we were faced with,