I wanted to write something a little more emotional, but anyway here's the lyrics. ✌ I see shadows and the dark is closing in im back on the path of wrong again My energys gone and im rude to friends leave em on read and hit the pin Fuck hanging out with friends I got my rhymes and my chronic dude I guess that's my muthaphuckin attitude so who's mad at who? All I know is im mad at me and not mad at you are we coo? All I got is time I don't wanta write a line I just decline My skills for real are headed down hill if I just sit still I gotta get real bust the rust off these wheels All I know are pills plus im back on weed again I got girlfriend problems but it's probably just me again All I ever do is drag everyone else down with my attitude Im not social im not vocal I can't be even if I wanted to Like that's an excuse I've dealt abuse and misused everybody im close to Mentally not physically I walk around life like ima do what the fuck I wanta do Ima use my gun on me before I ever use my gun on another dude And if you gotta gun i ain't gunna run if you wanta shoot then blast me too I ain't gotta death wish but I ain't afraid of death bitch I put that on my necklace Im just dark im the dark part of your heart when you set weak shit apart Not just with art that's just the start I do my part while my demons make remarks I lack a conscious even unconscious my consciousness is conscious from my accomplices Common sense must be uncommon since I have no sense in common Problems are only my problem if im the problem These are my problems im my problem that's how I got em Im not gunna change im filled with rage I feel uncaged like im up on stage I don't see lights I live at night left alone in this time like it's mine But really im blind and someone else is behind my lifeless eyes Sometimes I wonder if im truly under this skin that covers This body is getting older and breaking slower over and over Is life just a simulation If I die will I just respawn Am I just a pawn the npc with no quest going on I try to do right with all my might but sometimes I just do wrong I don't wanta waste my life so I gotta stay strong and keep on moving on Show me respect and I'll match respect and one day I'll be gone #mctzimms #hiphop #oldschool #shadow #dark #rapfame #rapfamevideo #ky #kentucky #mixtape #depression #sad #mood #feels #shadows