Crazy how time flies by when your wasting my time You said you loved me Was that a lie too My homies were all right about you You just made me look like a fool Played me like a tool All because you thought you were cool By the end of this you all will so I Sorrow it with champagne Imagine living the ultimate life Going home seeing a loving wife But for me I had a scary life Always afraid of being stabbed With a knife in the back Mom popping pills Almost on the verge of being killed Waking up from hospital being wheeled around I was like an experiment to the docs Always looking up seeing the clock Tick tock / stay strong they said I stayed strong like a rock Gun pointed to head from so call Father Don't know why I deserve this pain Cops roll in take him down Blood everywhere like a can of paint l I don't deserve this pain Tears down the shoulder like rain No one needs this pain I can't take it / making me faint Everyone doing me wrong Kicking me around like a punt Hoes choosing ugly chump New president / Donald trump Rap now days is on a slump Writing music always gets me pumped Just like my mom pumping her heroine While sliding cereal over across the table While going outside to the horse stable Not every story has a good ending And mine is just beginning Fronting is all you niggas do You never telling the truth Once I get money you all gonna mooch Y'all so easy to see through / all too loose Waiting outside to play some hoops I don't deserve this pain Tears down the shoulder like rain No one needs this pain I can't take it / making me faint Never had a role model So I became my own model Gonna earn this grind Ain't gonna come to me Like the lotto Once in a million they say I'm gonna be that one Till I die Imma grind Sweat blood Never taken a chance on All doubt in all your eyes Blood and sweat in mine Proving all your doubt wrong Soon it's on the clock Don't sleep on me Or I'll be big in a short amount of time Blood is a taste Mamma never raised a dumb nigga Mama never raised me anyways Choosing the wrong girls to spend time with Should've listened before I fell for you lame brains Maybe falling out of love is the right thing Maybe never loving u should've been a thing who cares it's the past But damn rylee I fell for you fast Majority of the time I fucked shit up Took some time to realize what I lost And what we could've been but now that all just a memory or history of what could've been