(IntroVerse) come on & , wake up energize, can you see the big horizons, skies are blue not black & grey so can we go on & live our lives , happier before we burn the little things thats left of this friendship to the ground, im wise enough now get a grip, i dont want any resentments in my heart, not just from you but for me too, so hold your head high to the sky, if this were the end then i could guarantee you wouldnt still be seeing sunlight coming through for you each & every day you wake... i just wanna see you happy (Chorus) im sorry if you feel left abandoned, but my heart is numb & im feeling kinda like I'm some dead man walking, or maybe on auto pilot stuck in my head stumbled in my silence & my anxiety oohhh yes it eats at me but, (Verse1) i am sorry to say what im about to say to you, theres no other way i can say this but to just tell the truth, its gonna sting him anyways either way..cant be compared to ripping off a band-aid but im tired of hurting you with any direction i choose, all i can think to say is.... (Chorus) im sorry if you feel left abandoned, but my heart is numb & im feeling kinda like I'm some dead man walking, or maybe on auto pilot stuck in my head stumbled in my silence & my anxiety oohhh yes it eats at me but, (Verse2) i dont think i can give you any more chances than i have already gave you the last six years of my life & im sorry you never seen my words as enough proof of what i need and what i asked of you... but im not trying to pull you down, i just want to be free from the hurt & all this hell weve been through.. go on now and get some sleep, if you're feeling weak, please if anything im asking you to dig down to your deepest roots and find some peace somewhere within you, (chorus) im sorry if you feel left abandoned, but my heart is numb & im feeling kinda like I'm some dead man walking, or maybe on auto pilot stuck in my head stumbled in my silence & my anxiety oohhh yes it eats at me but, (EndVerse) you won't lose your death grip on me and i don't really blame you baby, and im not trying to put you down. i wanna build you up and not see a frown, if that can be the way we can be... only in the light of for our "family" still feels like a home, and i hate to break your heart like this over and over but youre making this harder than it has to be and even harder on me than you think you see... (chorus) im sorry if you feel left abandoned, but my heart is numb & im feeling kinda like I'm some dead man walking, or maybe on auto pilot stuck in my head stumbled in my silence & my anxiety yes it eats at me it's in reality it visits me in my dreams..