ima pop theses pills n ima feel just fine. yea im running outta time. tryna meet my deadline. I think I'm losing my mind. I need to chill I need another pill. yeah shits it's getting real. I can feel the cold chills. I know love isn't real okay maybe that's a lie. I wonder when I die. will I float up in the sky. got me asking God why. I don't know why I should try. my demons try to hide inside. I think I hear the devil speaking. he told me I'll be alright. no I don't feel right. drugs got me high. I feel like I'm floating by. reminiscing back on all of those times. I'm still wishing you were mine. girl you're so fine. yeah I thought I'd let you know that. shorty think that she all that. back throw ass back. round of applause make it clap. I've been getting to these racks. y'all already know that. i dont wanna go back. i already done that. let's just leave it in the past. lifes been going really fast. i can never get her back. try and make good times last. I wish my father never passed. i guess i should of stayed in class. instead of skipping school and getting ass. either way i had a blast. where did all the time go I wish that I could get it back. I'm still thinking about the past. reminiscing while im sippin on this jack. fill up another glass. maybe I should be glad. but instead I feel sad. I don't know why I feel bad. maybe it's from this hard life I had. maybe I should have listened to my dad. I keep on pushing forward. because I can never go back. across those old train tracks. when I got stabbed in the back. then he took all my cash. left me with what little I had.