I can’t escape the fact that I’ve carried all this weight on me mmmmm (it’s been heavy) I am accused and abused I’m confused with what I should do I don’t know what I'm not Getting My heart and my mind been at war for some time now and days for my pain is the thought (just to end it) people explainin there pain and depression all for the attention I ask em one question I see so much life in your eyes what is it like what do you see when you lookin into mine you see nothing but a dark abyss and complete emptiness been so dead took the lead role and position being a hollow vessel of energy waiting to pass that shit along eventually (SHIT!) I don’t think unless youve been through the same or bring to the table some empathy you could ever relate to put on my shoes just to get a glimpse on what Ive seen know what I mean hopefully like my life yours hasn’t been filled with a bunch of tragedies and the caskets that should of stayed vacant instead of my dead homies just to be taken and placed in can’t face it I’m evading what the fuck why was it them and not me I got nothing left in my life for me to proceed the bullets that they took I would of bit that shit like i was starving and it was a feast. I fucking cry the hardest walking in the rain only way you’ll ever believe me after askin me if I’m ok can not differentiate between the two when you do I promise you 1 thing....unfortunately its already too late #thecloutmovement #officaldrop