I've lost all my sense of feeling im going down the path of dealing  I feel so fucked up with no chance of healing  Doing drugs to numb the pain I don't feel like playing all these dumb ass games  Goin thru life not having anything to gain  Lost all my bros and now I feel like all I'm doing is fucking around with all these hoes  And from now on i'm not gonna be doin nothin but throwing elbows  And all these niggas better know  That I am not no hoe 8thAnd I don't know who I am  I'm lost and will never be found  And when im dying i'll make sure I do it with no sound i'll disappear and no one will ever know  I need to numb the pain bc I'm done playing all these games  And im only doing all this for the fame  Bc I want niggas to really know my name Niggas better know I don't play will pull up and wreck there shit And when i'm done with u ur not gonna know u were even hit   Then from there u better learn when to sit  If ur not trying to get hit  Why the fuck the people u care most abt  And when it come to the time for good or bad they don't give a flying fuck  And when it come to the people that they hang around  U wish u could do nothing but duck hunting  Bc these lill niggas will do anything to prove that they are there to last  And I love all these lill niggas because they don't know abt none of da stupid shit  Blue red fighting and all these child hood niggas turn on each other just to catch a free bag  Yea these niggas fake and ill  Do nothin but put them in the ground by the lake  I'll drown them in the water and nobody would have to know