Ashton Hurlburt
Ashton Hurlburt

pain everynight

pain everynight

97 Plays

11 Jun 2021

You were like Mozart it really pains me that your gone I need more art you used too Juice my battery now it won't start, It felt hard for awhile now I'm climbing ontop, yeah I feel limited but I won't stop. the desires too have my child back that's rough , when I stop for a moment and think what's what. so honesty is trust. my life wasn't right. I'm changing watching Motivational videos everynight learned too talk and espress the feelings that I can't fight, they're always there in entice the negative , no I won't stop clenching my fist untill I'm ahead of it ! everyone's born a winner so I guess this is my competish been lots of blood tears and sweat even the sharpest knives couldn't sever my wrist . all these trials and tribulations are for my KID. The tension got me twisted , I don't know how much more I can take . I sit here silently inside my own mental decay hopefully something right so these feelings go away. everything I've edured the past two years is worse then the worst sickness , yet . I'm still searching on how too reach my holy grace so she can put that smile back on my face internal happiness here too stay !

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3 years ago

and baby girl I know I can't take her place , I'm just your father and I wish I could be there everyday til the end of my days!

3 years ago

You were like Mozart it really pains me that your gone I need more art you used too Juice my battery now it won't start, It felt hard for awhile now I'm climbing ontop, yeah I feel limited but I won't stop. the desires too have my child back that's rough , when I stop for a moment and think what's what. so honesty is trust. my life wasn't right. I'm changing watching Motivational videos everynight learned too talk and espress the feelings that I can't fight, they're always there in entice the negative , no I won't stop clenching my fist untill I'm ahead of it ! everyone's born a winner so I guess this is my competish been lots of blood tears and sweat even the sharpest knives couldn't sever my wrist . all these trials and tribulations are for my KID. The tension got me twisted , I don't know how much more I can take . I sit here silently inside my own mental decay hopefully something right so these feelings go away. everything I've edured the past two years is worse then the worst sickness , yet . I'm still searching on how too reach my holy grace so she can put that smile back on my face internal happiness here too stay !

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