these memories of my past are killing me inside and out that i dont even know what to do so every time that i start talking to my self i blame my self for all the shit thats been going on in this fucked up world feeling useless and losing everything dear to me dam I can't stop thinking no literally my minds is getting fucked up mentally im just getting exushted from all the bullshit in this world so i start to show what im feeling and say what im thinking but it still doesn't work not feelin any better just trying to live more happier than i used to be can you imagine about having a fucking nightmare about losing a loved one and you couldn't do anything to prevent it from fucking happing god dam these memories of my past are killing me inside and out that i dont even know what to do so every time that i start talking to my self i blame my self for all the shit thats been going on in this fucked up world