let's take a trip down memory lane, got me feeling kinda sick today nd I didn't mean to push my loved ones away, but every where I look,it's a nightmare that would have the biggest man shook, cos all I see are body's that are deceased of a sister and mother witch is what turned me to a lyrical beast , I'd go weeks sitting in a empty house can't eat I won't sleep can't figure this shit out, it's like hello life sentence the pain it don't fade that's why it always gets mentioned , can't seem to find my feet I'm falling harder and more deep why the fuck did they pick away at my team n what I mean by team is family always gonna have unanswered questions, I feel restless I'm helpless on beats I'm reckless see the devil standing in the door way awaiting his entrance , death wish I come with a vengence but how can I end this ? If shits fucking endless sit back watch me pen this , a fucking menace but don't blame me most my life I've spent living in a different dimension I'm relentless, people saying im jealous cos I'm always complaining bitch I'll rip off your neckless beat a man senseless spent most my life looking in from the outside causing homicides leaving this town horrified , I guess that's what happens when you start taking away people from my side , no feeling I've died inside no trust all these fuckers do is lie that's why I rely on no one where I'm from it's so dark there's just no sun maybe that's why I spent 28 years feeling numb , hey yo state of mind it's ya boy yungtongue aka yt aka the tribal chief aha peace