You always say you gon’ stay but you never do and the last time you had me wanting to fucking kill myself I had a knife to my throat and you come back and say you want me you won’t leave again I miss you I love you and I can’t take it no more I really can’t cause one of these days you gon’ leave and imma fucking end it I won’t be around no more fuck my life fuck everyone I just wanna go ion wanna be here no more I jus wanna leave please let me leave god I’m sorry for all the pain all the regret I can’t take it can I please leave I really need to this pain is too much these bitches praying on my downfall but I don’t care I’m better than that they can’t take me down I’m my own man they can’t make decisions for me been high every day only way to erase the pain of life and having bipolar doesn’t help one minute I’ll be fine the next I wanna end it fuck life fuck depression why the fuck I gotta be like this