I'm over here wondering how the fuck I ended up this way Praying to God to please help me go down a different way Like wondering why I did this, this or that People telling me to do good But how the fuck can I do good if I thought I had nobody but the fucking hood Growing up in group homes, moving school to school, Not knowing shit but people who were cruel I don't give a fuck because I know they weren't true These fucking hoes, always thought they We were cooler But I should've realized life wasn't Fair I didn't realize the support I had everywhere Life at 14, started to gang bang So yea, My life was going downhill I'm so thankful today, bro had my back Cuz I would've ended up on crack Would've still deep in the gang, Life thrown away, Living in the street s I knew I had to get better for no one but me, At the time I had no family I had to depend on only But I did get thru it eventually Because you know what motivated me? It was that i knew I could get thru the hard times