Maryjane Ramirez

3 years ago

First thing first wanna let my kids know I’m sorry for all the times I let you down waiting for me to get back or at times not picking up just see ur missed calls It’s not because I wanted to it’s that I let my addiction to drugs and sometimes me getting to wasted didn’t really new what I was doing I’m sorry for everything that I did But I confess no matter what it is my love is true and I just need you guys to know your the best kids anyone could ask for My life without you just became worser because of my choices and feelings of being stuck or depressed that’s the worst but I’m fighting for myself to get out of this addictive situation that’s not worth me being alone and feeling like I don’t have any one to hold Missing those days when I use to hold u and would let u know I was there for you guys for ever but at this moment we’re not but I’m going to get back into your life’s I miss u like crazy I feen for u everyday and I’m saying it kHz I meant it all I have to do is stay clean and do my best to get back on track how it was before but now it’s going to be the best because I know I don’t feel alive with out u guys I want to feel alive and with you by my side