growing up nobody ever listened to what I had to say and everyday people look at me like I'm crazy it's not my fault that I wasn't cut out for humanity all you motherfuckers had me going to therapy and none of it ever saved me I just wish there was someone out there who genuinely cared about me sure I got family but it's no use when all they do is treat me like shit and dont give a fuck about my goals I was even told that my sister would rather see me out in the cold rather than seeing me successful and thriving and believe me I've tried to end it but everytime I survive and all I wanna do is cry and scream Why wont you let me die!!! cause all this life does is cause me pain and misery but whatever its doesn't matter everyday you act like I dont hear the chatter of you people saying that I'm stupid because of my mental problems and dont say I didnt try to resolve em cause everyday I take the pills from the bottle in hopes that I'll be better