#A_Dawg #Ritalin #fire #troubles #sad #rapfame #freestyle #new #rapper #A_Dawgz_Beats #Emoghostflow #hot #Boondock_Savages tripplin my ritalin prescription fucked me up but was the only way theyd let me go to school or ride the bus i was institutionalized at an early age but that id rather not discuss twas rough i just kept a buzz acted tough but was often hauled off in cuffs stayed blowin dro n gettin drunk while on an adrenaline rush kept me calm numbed the pain but turned my brain into mush till one day i woke up n said that i had had enough constantly being judged caused me to abruptly erupt now im stuck in this rut with no help to get up if i wouldve known that ud just leave me alone with a heart made of stone i wouldve done it on my own