Alien to my family a stranger to my mother and father little brother too. A kin to the demons who torture but my torment has no pleasure involved in it its why im so blue. Family looks at me sideways like they aint too sure im even human anymore. Friends say they moved far out cause of the lies of another, stabbed in the back by a brother who only wanted some little ones to come squat and do what? On his rock hard prick. He acts like the cock of the walk. The cats meow, he dont care for you only himself, wow. How the fuck does that work out in a relationship, he has only one want one need and his seed may as well be a blown up doll, cause if she dont get a new implanon, how is his own child not going to turn him on? Hide your kids nephews, cousins, when this man is in your town. Lock them up in the closit and he'll still sniff em out. Inhuman at best hes no care for what is fair or unfair. A rarity is what i've been chosen to be. Dont mean i won't be there when you get there cause youve been wasting your life and i've been building my arsenal. We all know you wish your wife was a fucking ten year old. And so im told im a Alien to my family a stranger to my mother and father little brother too. A kin to the demons who torture but my torment has no pleasure involved in it its why im so blue. Have you been there for someone, through everything that you helped them through, while they were plotting to take you down, you were helping to build them up, carbon copy cloned straight from pol pot. Starve your loved ones from their needs. Watch em die and never cry. This is not a man n he disturbed my brain causing the enormous strain even when its sunny all i feel is rain. Empath cant feel my own pain, without love i guess i can't get enough. I dont mind. If i could lie straight it may be easier to say im okay. All i want is vengeance, not for the image of a pedohile with my five year engagement. But for the innocents whose innocence got taken while you were just  watching just a jerking off. Just a getting off its just 'a pissing me off im just bout to be chopping your head off, when im done drop your dead body off in the lake gotta go its getting late Alien to my family a stranger to my mother and father little brother too. A kin to the demons who torture but my torment has no pleasure involved in it its why im so blue. A cold undead youth is all i see when i look in the mirror true, i know what everyone else sees, a devil in disguise, when no ones known a nephalim named Nathaniel. Father from hell and mother from heaven, he's dead and half the pic is all i'll ever have of him more human than you could be but i just have the slight need to feed from the gash wound in your neck remove your hands that are holding things in check, all the pressure thats been being held back, the weight just falls off my back. A fish through water a tank to a a.k. a raptor in the air i dont care what you say, you are dying today. Im on an island they say, no one can reach me its dangerous no matter which way. Labrynths made gates locked been alone no way out of this dome. No place i can call home. Wake up, hurry up get stoned. Be gone before you know i've hit the road. And so im told im a; Alien to my family a stranger to my mother and father little brother too. A kin to the demons who torture but my torment has no pleasure involved in it its why im so damn blue.