#scaryjay1987 #sixsixsickinthehead if i cut across this vein will itstop the pain in me to be deceased / its a fantasy to end my life tragicly self inflicted fatality/ in reality shoulda been dead already / been a long time since ny mind was steady/ im going off the rails i know that i have failed / all my hopes and dreams theyve finally been derailed,got this dark shadow looming over me telling me to fo these things/ i cry and i scream wanna do better but thats just a false dream/ i aint gettin better, so i write this letter to the ones i love i never could forgive myself for all the things ive done /my worst dreams was passing all these things on to my son/ i got three options blade noose or gun SORRY FOR THE WAY I LIVED SORRY FOR THE THINGS I DID SORRY THAT IT ENDED LIKE THIS PLEASE DONT SHOW MY KIDS WHO THEIR FATHER REALLY IS HANGING LIKE THIS THATS MY ONLY WISH... /my worst dreams was passing all these things on to my son/ i got three options blade noose or gun i knew something was wrong/ every sad song i played left me with a smile thinkin of my end of days/ i know it seems vile and selfish but my mind became hellish and to get rid of these thought /i had make my body rot/ its always tormented im disgusted by the thoughts that i invented /so its time to stamp this letter and send it SORRY FOR THE WAY I LIVED SORRY FOR THE THINGS I DID SORRY THAT IT ENDED LIKE THIS PLEASE DONT SHOW MY KIDS WHO THEIR FATHER REALLY IS HANGING LIKE THIS THATS MY ONLY WISH all the hard time drugs and booze that left me with some loose screws/ if i could go back would i choose/ to win instead of lose/all the chemical abuse/ would i still walk these shoes?/im not sure all i know is that it hurts now and i can only think of one fix thatll work now/ some how i came to this spot/where i tie the slipknot and make peace with my god /i hear the angels sing/ their coming for me/ SORRY FOR THE WAY I LIVED SORRY FOR THE THINGS I DID SORRY THAT IT ENDED LIKE THIS PLEASE DONT SHOW MY KIDS WHO THEIR FATHER REALLY IS HANGING LIKE THIS THATS MY ONLY WISH