All my life I always thought it would be a must but I never knew it who must I trust in my life my childhood was more of a nightmare than a normal one I was treated badly my mom she didnt want me no more she wish I was dead than me bieng alive, she always wished me to be gone for good or live on the streets I grew up not knowing my father I was never the type of kid to wait outside the front window waiting for a man who never came back for me to tell me any of this to happen but who gives a shit he didnt.then why should I, man now I just fucking wish he would die where ever the he is,momma I love but I just gotta go and live the life I want not the life you want for me well thats death that you wished on me,youre just a selfish bitch if you didnt know well you are.