~ Welcome To My Life ~ When I smile it doesn't mean that I'm happy mostly I feel so crappy inside of me is a graveyard full of dreams and people who died But I'm still here trying to work with the rest of all I got left and to make the best of it it's not something that's just easy to do when I awake I can feel the heartbreak That's the suns promise sorrow is my every tomorrow late every night the moonlight baths me in every regretful eidetic memory every thing I've ever done or that's happened to me My only conclusion leads me to misery and pure confusion looking for something sure and consistent in my life but that's been overruled so many times by the desperation of my life's situation persistent Searching for myself within my reflection age sets in and wrinkled skin these bags under my eyes because my mind keeps me from sleep I never much got to be a child in the sense of how it's supposed to be I saw many things I should've never had to see being still so naive I grew strong and learned how to get along life is like a magic trick constantly people always got something up their sleeve so excuse me if I'm untrusting I'm still adjusting I got this itch I need to find a niche something to hold on to you see because everyone and everything has slipped away from me and the ground from underneath my feet Where do I stand anymore with anybody or anything your guess is as good as mine but I'm fine just to smile and laugh most of the time I got the act down pat that's that hello and goodbye welcome to my life..... Written by: Eric Fulton ~ ProudFather ~