Memories x2 my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me verse 1 can't believe my phases/just glad that I'm making through been through some battles/prayed to God that he help me through mental health issues/pills ain't good enough gotta smoke weed/calm my nerves and lift me up seeing dark shadows/pupils seeing images headphones turn on/blocking out the demon shit ears hearing noises/can't quite make'em out tired of seeing therapist/can't figure the issue out sidetracking my membrane/need these demons out of me God help me please/your child need a blessing blurting out loud/people looking strange at me hard to explain/try these shoes that's on my feet my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me verse 2 abandoned young age/hard times but i made it through cold nowhere to go/in a blizzard that i slept through sleeping in bandos/bussed moves just to get food moves incomplete/st.benz where i went to alot of rough nights/wide awake yeah to stay safe smoking on my weed/to stay focus people with crazy ways feeling all alone/with the issues that you suffer through gotta keep that faith/stay strong try to make it through know about the struggle/imma victim but I'm living through yeah i thank God/for the ability to seek it through warrior in my vanes/and I'm vicious with my talents too one of a kind gentleman/just don't trigger my attitude's my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me my fuckin memories are taking a big hold of me